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Journal Entry: Fri Jan 4, 2013, 1:29 PM

I keep seeing this post on FaceBook, it's one of those 'true teen quotes' ones, and it goes like this
"Parents; You are so beautiful!
Boys at school; Ew what is that creature."

I don't remember it exactly, but I know it is something like that.
And then you get people going around, thinking they're ugly, and when they get called pretty of beautiful, they say something along the lines of "No i'm not, you liar"....
You have, no idea how much this annoys me.

Life sucks okay, sorry but not everybody at school, collage, work, on the street, etc, is not going to think your beautiful, or pretty, but when someone calls you beautiful, they aren't lying.
If someone calls you beautiful, then to them, you are beautiful, when your parents call you pretty, or comment on your figure or anything, they aren't just saying that because you are they're daughter/son, okay, to them you are probably the prettiest child they have ever seen, they love you, and I highly doubt they would lie about how beautiful you are to them.

And can I just say, you see teenager's when they have crush and they fall in love with someone, they try and change their personality or how they act to try and impress this person, this I really do understand, when I first started to have a crush on ~ThePeelerOfPotatoes, I tried to change myself so much, everything I did would be based on me trying to get im to notice me, and like me, but, doing that is the wrong way to go about things, okay, if you love someone, and you want them to love you back, then don't change yourself for them, if they start to fall in love with you themselves, then i'm pretty sure it would be better to have someone love you for who you really are, rather than them loving you for someone your not. You will save yourself a lot of work by doing this, and besides, if they don't like you for you, then don't waste your time on them.

At some point in your life, you are going to fall in love with someone, who will love you just as much as you love them, and they will think your beautiful, they will like you for who you really are, and not for some act you put on to try and impress them, it doesn't matter if that happens at an early point in your life, or later on, but someone on this earth is going to fall in love with you for you.

No matter what anyone says you are beautiful, you are pretty, you are an amazing person, who deserves happiness, no matter what anyone says or thinks, nobody's opinion matters more then your own, and if you think badly of yourself, then others will end up thinking the same. Nothing or nobody is worth self harming over, or even committing suicide over, you are beautiful, and it doesn't matter how long it takes, but at some point someone will think that your beautiful, someone probably already think's you are, you just don't know it yet.

I had to get this off my chest, my apologies.

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~ZoombiiPanda Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

_{Oh gosh
give me a highfive}

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~ZoombiiPanda Jan 5, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

_{SO WELL SAIDD
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~DominoMonster Jan 4, 2013

I fell victim to this... I changed myself so much when I started to go out with a boy. But in all the wrong ways. I became extremely paranoid, the bad dreams visited me every night. I- in the end- developed anxiety and had a bad case of Insomnia. I stooped to new lows I never knew i could get to. In the end, I broke up with him because I realised how much I was changing. 'He' told me I was beautifu, perfect, his everything, which was why I fell head over heels with him, he needed me and told me everything I wanted to hear. After I broke up with him I saw myself as the bad guy, but I started to get back to normal. I still liked him.
Then one day, I found out he only wanted me for sex, and me being with him was a bet he had with his friends to see how far he could get. That destroyed me. I realised I changed for somebody I never really had.
I'm sorry to dump my sob story on you, but there's a moral to this story.
DON'T CHANGE YOURSELF FOR A GUY. And more importantly, if he's changing you then leave him on the side walk. You are beautiful in your own way and you have to believe that, ignore stupid society!!
Be careful who you are with and remember, mates before dates. It ended up with my friends being right about this guy all along.
Sorry for spamming you with a sob story once again.

~ShiftedAtmosphere Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

_{i honestly don't like it when girls try to make themself the perfect image
im a guy and i like girls without a completely flat stomach, i think curves are beautiful, you don't need makeup / your hair done to be beautiful, ect.}

*x-KlNG Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

_{I agree, in my eyes make-up is just a mask, that just hides who you really are, but i understand girls feel more confident with it on, but I personally feel more confident with it off}

~PawPlaids Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Artist

Yeah.. I've seen those posts on instagram before.
It's like,
Parents; "Oh honey your so beautiful!"
Boys at school; "I've never seen that species of rodent before."

Something like that. :\ It annoys me too.

*x-KlNG Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Mhmm, it also doesn't help with girls confidence at all

~PawPlaids Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Artist

Yeah. It just makes them more confused
And if people don't accept you for who you are, they're just not made for you.

*x-KlNG Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Exactly

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